Ok. Who the f**** am I kidding? I was trying to be a nice person in the previous blogs, mostly because a friend of mine started a blog at the same time and she wants to read mine but I havent told her where it is yet, because I knew mine wouldnt be as "nice" as hers.
I try to kid myself and others that I am nice and caring, but I know that the truth is alot of times I am not, I am very self - centred and not the "giving"mom we are supposed to be.
I'll give you an example. My boyfriend's son. Poor kid. Autistic and all. Who knows what his future holds. I CAN'T STAND THAT KID. I get so angry at him sometimes I have to hide in another room because I want to shake him. He is a self absorbed annoying little control freak.
Everything has to be his way. He's not as stupid as he sometimes lets on , either. He knows how to control his dad, wrap his dad around his little finger, and he would just LOVE to break him and me up. ANd he tried. Boy, does he try. And everything - everything - has to be his way.
I think that this kid would love to have his mom and dad get back together. But it is not going to happen and they broke up long before I was in the picture. Mom is a very high powered executive lady and she had an affair at work, and she has since married the man she was seeing.
I know this kid pulls the same stuff on him but I don't know how he handles it.
And then I feel so guilty. I 'm a grownup. People say I am NICE. They do say that about me.
How can I hate a handicapped child?
But I do.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Are we allowed to swear on here?
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4 comments:
ha ha, awesome. Good for you. Careful though, people found my blog! They might find yours.
People will always find you and I've got to say that if you really love that man you'd walk away now.
You shouldn't be anyone's stepmother. Really and truly.
Hi, To Sue
. I know that you are entitled to your opinion, but this is actually a good way to vent and let off steam
and it actually helps me to be more patient with him when he is around.
I am only being honest, I am certainly not trying to pretend to be supermom,
and I think that is ok.
We are pretty honest with each other and he understands my frustrations. I am glad he does not agree with you, but then again, he knows me a little better.)))))
wow.
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