new ideas about this blog

As you may or may not be able to tell - lol - I am a real novice at this stuff. I am also a very private person , not used to sharing information with a bunch of people that I don't actually know. That is why I have been pretty tentative and hesitant about what I am saying . But I notice that as I progress, I am beginning to open up a little bit more. feeling a little less like censoring myself, you could say. Feeling like it 's actually ok, this blogging thing. I am actually starting to enjoy it. I am not at the stage yet where I could post pics of myself and my family out there for everybody. Not because my kids are not the most gorgeous , of course, (because they are!) but still the whole thing about wanting to be annonymous. Well there is some reason behind that, of course. Some of the things I might reveal - well they might be better left private. I have some pretty racy things in my past that I might wanna share, but I don't want my neighbors to know!!! I hope that doesn't make me a bad person.
So you know that I have two kids. For many years, to reveal a bit more, I was a single mom.
To any single moms out there- well I don't have to describe the special stress that entails.
And please don't make judgements about me and about the kind of person I am, because you might be very, very wrong.
I don't know if I qualify as a single mom anymore. For the past year, I have been living with a man who I have known for a number of years. S o, sounds like a happy fairy tale ending right?Wish I could say that, and for awhile I thought it was. But I know now that we are having our problems. Whether they can be resolved or not, I dunno. I sure hope so. My kids are very used to having him around.